Jag har ett minne.

Ett minne av dig.

I din säng.

En kväll.

Det var mörk.

Det var tyst.

Utom i mina öron.

Du valde musik.

[Jens Lekman]

"I think I'm in love with you..."

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first, I loved you first
Beneath the sheets of paper lies my truth
I have to go, I have to go
Your hair was long when we first met

Samson went back to bed
Not much hair left on his head
He ate a slice of wonder bread and went right back to bed
And history books forgot about us and the bible didn't mention us
And the bible didn't mention us, not even once

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first, I loved you first
Beneath the stars came fallin' on our heads
But they're just old light, they're just old light
Your hair was long when we first met

Samson came to my bed
Told me that my hair was red
Told me I was beautiful and came into my bed
Oh I cut his hair myself one night
A pair of dull scissors in the yellow light
And he told me that I'd done alright
and kissed me 'til the mornin' light, the mornin' light
and he kissed me 'til the mornin' light

Samson went back to bed
not much hair left on his head
Ate a slice of wonderbread and went right back to bed
Oh, we couldn't bring the columns down
Yeah we couldn't destroy a single one
And history books forgot about us
And the bible didn't mention us, not even once

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first...

[20 månander]

Tja!

Sådär, nu måste jag gå och lägga mig om jag alls ska kunna somna inatt! Jag har inte kunnat somna på flera dagar och imorse när mamma ringde mig halv nio när vi skulle till Danmark och träffa farmor så ville jag bara somna om! Vi åkte över och fixade lite saker till mig. Sen var det mat på Café Olai. Mumms!

Jag såg att Tomas Andersson Wij spelar på Malmöfestivalen den 24, hoppas att jag ska ner dit! Han är så jävla skön han. Melody Club spelar också samma dag så jag hoppas på lite festival då faktiskt. [cräp, de spelar samtidigt! Jahapp, då får man väl stå där själv som med Bosse. Fast skönt var det ändå.]

Nu blir det bingen!

pussen!

Tja!

Så, vad har lilla semester-Janni gjort idag då? INGENTING! Nu när mer än hälften av min semester har passerat känner jag av lite av jobbeångesten. Jag känner verkligen inte för att gå tillbaka till jobb och slita som ett djur bara för folk ska ha mat! Fan, verkligen inte!

Men i alla fall.. skulle lämna ett brev i dag och kom på det i sista minuten så cyklade till Maxi och lämnade det precis i tid, sen var jag inom Statoil. Var så jävla sugen på något med choklad i. Dock när jag skulle handla mina chocklad kakor [marabou mjölkchoklad och frukt & mandel] så hade jag inte tillräckligt med pengar. En vecka kvar till lön och jag kan inte handla mer mat. Hoppas jag klarar mig. Skulle inte få för mig att gå och fråga mamma. Hon gör redan för mycket för mig!

I alla fall...

Jacob bjöd mig på godiset idag, tusen tack! Men lite efter att jag hade kommit till macken så började ösa ner och blixtra. Så jag var tvungen att stanna ända till tio i sju! Då slutade regna och Jacob slutade då med [vilket flyt]. Han cyklade med mig hem och vi kramades hejdå.

In och äta! Jag var jättehungrig och det blev ännu en film. Nu har jag sett Hairspray, Cashback, The Reaping, I now pronounce you chuck & Larry och I think I love my wife. Har inte hunnit kolla färdigt på Fracture, Mr Bean och Number 23 ännu.

Men nu blir det sängen och IKEA-katalogen för min del. Har lite på gång här nu. Men vill inte avslöja något innan jag vet.

*kisskisshaj*

Känns som december, 2005. Jag fick pirret i magen tillbaka. Önskade att jag inte råkat sätta igång låten.

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I’m taking a ride off to one side
It is a personal thing.
Where?
When I can’t stand
Up in this cage I’m not regretting.

I don’t need a better thing,
I’d settle for less,
It’s another thing for me,
I just have to wander through this world
Alone.

Stop before you fall
Into the hole that I have dug here,
Rest even as you
Are starting to feel the way I used to,
I don’t need a better thing
Just to sound confused
Don’t talk about everyone,
I am not amused by you.

Cause I’m gonna lose ya,
Yes I’m gonna lose ya
If I’m gonna lose ya,

Cause I’m gonna lose ya,
Yes I’m gonna lose ya
If I’m gonna lose ya
I’ll lose ya now for good.

Crazy biatch!

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

I think I'm drowning

Asphyxiated
I want to break the spell
That you've created

You're something beautiful
A contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction

You
Will be the death of me
Yeah, you
Will be the death of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

But our time is running out
But our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out

I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted

Now that you know I'm trapped
Sense of elation
You'd never dream of
Breaking this fixation

You
Will squeeze the life out of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

But our time is running out
But our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out

How did it come to this?

Ooh ooh ooh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Ooh ooh ooh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Ooh ooh ooh yeah yeah no no nooo

Yeah, you
Will suck the life out of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

But our time is running out
But our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out

How did it come to this?

Ooh ooh ooh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Ooh ooh ooh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Ooh ooh ooh yeah yeah no no nooo

[Muse]